letting god do her job

so last night i witnessed a whole bunch of people get this responsibility lecture. i was very thankful that i heard it because i have been chilling a little too hard this break. i knew i needed to get my butt up to school this morning to make sure my financial aid stuff was in place. so i get up here and i am greeted by this prof that once told me not to go to this summer fellowship. anyway he tells me that i should apply to this prestigious grad school because they are looking for students with my credentials. then, i find out that my scholarship stuff isn't in order and that i have $0.00 credited to my account. ok so i was gonna freak out but i figured there's no point. so i went back to the grad school research and started to debate whether i would take the gre AGAIN for the third time to try and boost my score. luckily i got thte point that i should let god do her job. if i do everything that i can do and still come up short i shouldn't over compensate and try and do more. i should be happy with my best. i think that rather than drive myself crazy trying to do everything perfectly; i should pray. god is god for a reason and if i say that i believe i should leave things in her hands.