maybe i don't want to

the graduate application process sucks major ass, but maybe it sucks so much because i don't really want to go. i know that i do want to go, but i hate filling out all these applications. i really wish i had a year to decide what i want to do with the rest of my life. rushing to do this is really horrible. everyday i find out something new that i have to fix before i can get what i need. AHHHHH! so now the forgiveness policy isn't going to work because i took organic at spelman when i took that crap the 1st time. it all sucks so badly!!! so tom. i have to go to school and in addition to asking people if they found the money they said they had for me, working with my slack ass mentor and filling out these apps, i have to convince somebody that i need the forgiveness policy. My GOD MY GOD! what is all of this my gre sucks my grades are looking ugly right about now and i am supposed to sit down and take it all with a smile. i am getting ready to say hello to a masters at georgetown or emory and goodbye to this madness.