dear life..please slow down..thanks..moko

damn. life is on coke right now. okay maybe that was a bad analogy, but life is really on the move. all my favorite tv shows have been cancelled for years. my favorite songs are almost a decade old if not more. people i went to school with are mommas and poppas. its all too much. it's got me feeling a little lonely. my parents told me that life would challenge my friendships, but who really listens to them. i surely wasn't trying to hear that. i knew it all until i moved out. ever since then, i've been clear that i don't know anything! it's quite a relief to know that you don't know. you are relinquished from being disappointed at wrong choices and bad moves. anyways back to the point...a bunch of my homies didn't go to college. now four years later from the time where i thought that none of that mattered i see how it might matter. i am not the girl that left my mom's house. i don't talk like that girl. i don't dress like her. i don't have her style. i don't even do what she did. we might listen to the same music, but i ain't her. but people from back home that never left home are a lot like they were four years ago. not saying that's always bad, if it ain't broke don't fix it, but it makes me look like a stranger to them. i don't know where i am going with this blog. life is on the move i guess i just have to catch up.