big fat lohooser

so i had this expectation that upon graduating from college i would have this great outlook on life. it would be filled with clarity, a detailed five year plan, and prospects for potential husbands and places to live. WELL>>>I'm here now. Standing right on the thresh hold (sp ck) of the rest of my life more confused than ever. WHO KNEW? Well i guess my parents told me that i didn't know everything and to wait until life kicked me in the arrs a couple of times before i sound so self assured and self righteous, but besides them who knew? lol! i have seemingly given up on planning ahead. i really have come to grips with the lack of control i really have over most of my situations. i can only control how much i pray and work. God will dictate what actually happens. i was feeling like a big fat loohooser but i feel cool now! hey it happens!

p.s. if anyone wants to start a mango farm in a tropical climate holla at ur girl!